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[Tobias... doesn't look so good right now. The holidays had been nice, with people around him, but he couldn't help but think about the person who should be around, celebrating the holidays with him.]
[Should be, but isn't. Can't. Even if she came here somehow before -]
[- it'd be weird, knowing she was supposed to be dead.]
[So it's with the Lake of Rage in the background that Tobias looks up at the camera, blinking slowly. Maybe he should have set it to text, but whatever. It's too late now.]
If you... wanted to honor someone who wasn't here... who'd died... how would you do it? They... she was a hero. She died a hero. So I want to do something, but I don't... it's not like I have her ashes with me.
I know... that as long as I'm around, she's... I mean she's dead, but... I still remember her. I still...
... But she's dead, so... does it even matter anymore? Does... it really matter what I feel about... everything? She wasn't the only one who died that day but I... she was... I...
[He drops the 'Gear, his face in his hands, and a big furry brown paw reaches down to shut it off.]
voice;
Date: 2016-01-08 09:41 pm (UTC)From:[That... sounds pretty terrible.]
She'd probably go on a shopping spree or something to cheer her up, but I'm kind of useless when it comes to clothes.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-09 04:55 am (UTC)From:What about a Pokemon battle in her honor with someone you're close to? It's not the same thing as fighting in a war, but it's the closest this place has.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-09 06:03 am (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-09 06:38 am (UTC)From:I've done much the same here.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-09 08:06 am (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-10 01:27 am (UTC)From:Take... take of yourself, okay, kid?
[There's a reason Greed's not showing his face, and that reason is that this hits way too close to home.]
voice;
Date: 2016-01-10 02:37 am (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-10 06:21 am (UTC)From:You'll probably never get over it completely. You'll just... find it easier to deal with it after a while.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-10 07:37 pm (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-11 03:14 am (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-11 07:32 am (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-12 04:04 am (UTC)From:I don't think people who would tell you it gets easier are trying to lie, I just can't say I agree with what they're doing.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-12 11:09 pm (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-13 06:00 am (UTC)From:It's tough.
voice;
Date: 2016-01-13 07:37 pm (UTC)From:voice;
Date: 2016-01-17 12:54 am (UTC)From:There's no quick way to grieve.